So my boyfriend is pretty much perfect. I actually love him to pieces. And like. I dunno. I want to tell the world. But I don’t want to embarrass him. Because like, I post it on Facebook and he kinda gets weird. And I feel kinda awkward then and delete it.
I wish he would post cute things about me. Because I think it would be cute. But I think he’s embarrassed of me, I don’t know. Maybe it’s just me being weird.
I just want a boyfriend who wants to tell everyone how amazing I am. And wants to just chill out with me, all the time.
I do everything for him, whenever he asks. I just wish he would do the same. I get all weird for really silly things with him. And I don’t know why, but I kinda feel like if I don’t keep on top of everything then he will just break up with me.
Why does it feel like I’m pushing to make this relationship work… it’s almost like it’s not even real. Like he doesn’t buy me anything but food, I mean that’s nice, but it still would be nice to get something as a surprise. But Nooo. That will never happen. I like surprises!😀
I guess this is my way of venting. Good ol’ tumblr. Good for something. I wish he would see this. It would be so good for him to realize I guess. But he doesn’t care what I do. So I guess he will never see.
I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I wanna marry this kid. And have a family. And buy a house. A car. And a boat. I want my kid/s to learn to fish and have a great life. I want this beautiful soul to be my everything. I want him to be my best friend.
If you see this in the unlikely event Mr Marchesi. I love you. And all of this is true. 😞😚